Radiation Logs

Part of: Zersetzung 21C Journal

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Around three years or so ago, I started having sudden attacks of general ill health. Initially I thought it was due to anxiety, which is a problem I have had for a long time. But these attacks are nothing like anything I had experienced before. Still I continued believing it could be due to anxiety attacks or even some other illness. However, there seemed to be pattern to these attacks.

For a time I even thought it could be related contaminated food or water, which may have been true in some cases.

However, there were reasons for me to believe that some of my ill health could be related to radiation. So, for the last two years, I have been measuring various kinds of electromagnetic radiations with radiation meters that are commonly used.

Initially, for one year I recorded only abnormally high values of non-ionizing radiation. Since about an year, even the Geiger Counter has started showing high values of ionizing radiation.

Ionizing radiation is the one that the most harmful, as it can cause chemical changes in the body. Long exposure to high doses can lead to cancer. Radiation therapy is also used as one of the treatments for cancer, due to the same properties.

Even electric fields and magnetic fields are very high in my room, especially near screens (laptops, TV etc.). I thought that was because of faulty devices. However, the same laptop did not have high electric or magnetic field in other places at all.

The high values of these radiations, particularly ionizing radiation seem to be highly co-related with sudden attacks of feeling generally ill and this has had effect on even my ability to work.

Here, I will try to put some readings occasionally. Perhaps someone could help me explain what can be the source of these readings.

It should be noted that I have recorded high readings in various different cities and places, even where there can be no reasonable explanation of some device emitting these nearby, such as on a hill station, the resort (very costly affair for me anyway) being on an almost a kind of low peak near the Himalayas.

I know most of these are not *very* high values for ionizing radiation (although I have recorded above 1000 CPM for ionizing radiation a few times), but it may be that I am more sensitive to radiation. The values of non-ionizing radiation have been really very high sometimes.

Each kind of radiation (EMF, microwave, ionizing) seems to be strongly correlated to different kinds of symptoms. The first one causes general fogginess in the head and body pain and inability to work especially on tasks involving high level cognitive effort. Microwave make the temperature seem too high, higher than that shown in the temperature meter installed in my room. It sometimes can cause specific areas of the body being heated up, and, in rare cases (this I am not sure about), very small wounds that suddenly appear. Ionizing radiation causes general ill health, but particularly the digestive system. It makes it very difficult, almost impossible to eat anything. Ever since it started, my already scanty eating has come down to almost unsustainable levels. It causes the kind of nausea worse than I ever experienced till around three years ago.

Even though ionizing radiation levels (so far) are not very high, the point is, there is no reason for all these radiations and fields to be so high either in my room or nearby me. For example, my electronic devices don’t give out high readings (except E and M fields, that also only in my room) on their own. I have tried to rule out as many explanations as I could. This is why I waited for so long before deciding to keep logs.

I should clearly state that I don’t think these are due to some radioactive material, because that doen’t make sense, at least so far.

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The first of these attacks occurred on the day I had started reading The Handmaid’s Tale on my iPad. Just as I got the part where there is a mention of routine terrorist attacks, which are blamed of Islamists,  I got a phone call. There was no one at the other end. There was a sound though. Like that of a mouse or mice. When I hastily disconnected the call, I noticed that the number was a Pakistan number. This is not something that makes someone in India happy or curious these days (except for the Top Elite, including progressive Elite, who easily move between the two countries). I have, of course, never been to Pakistan and don’t know anyone in Pakistan, except one or two academicians, one I met in another country and one I haven’t met at all.

Well, at least, it seemed to be a Pakistani number (country prefix 92). Since then, several of my relatives have been receiving ‘calls from Pakistan’. It should be noted that SIM cloning is very common in India.

The next day, in the college, the ring tones of some of the students were set on: mice sounds, just like the one that was on the phone ‘call from Pakistan’.

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Actually, I did not start with radiation meters first. I was given a contract to write a book and I thought using voice memos on a proper voice recorder, not connected to the net, might be a good idea. Now, the gadget freak that I am, I bought four different voice recorders from different companies with different features. When I had received all four of them, one late night I decided to test them. As it was late night and I live in a relatively quiet place (in that part of India), there was no ambient nose. And I did not say anything, I just recorded for a time. That’s right, I just ‘recorded silence’, which is simply to check if the recorder is working fine or not and not picking up noise too much.

When I played back, all four recorders had multiple acoustic pulses in them. Not exactly periodic, but at varying interval. These were quite loud (as it was late night) and they were kind of sharp and irritating. I hadn’t heard a thing while recording. My hearing has suffered, but not as much as that. The reason could be that these recorders have frequency range a little larger that the human hearing range. Not only did all four recorders had these pulses, even two mobile phones I tried had them.

The very next day, these recordings from three of the recorders mysteriously got deleted, even though they are not connected to the Internet. The recordings on the two phones were gone too. The devices were in my room and I had not touched them again. I had been out of the room for some time. I could given you more details, but that would identify the person involved with this and I don’t want anyone harmed.

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Probably unrelated to radiation (may be not), the first time I had the very strange feelings of sudden illness (nausea, fatigue, body paid, palpitation, and yes, ‘cognitive fog’) was in France, where I was doing my post-doc. At the same time, there were a lot of other very strange things going on with me there. Some of which I have written about on this blog previously.

Those kinds of things were happening even before I went to France (a few also mentioned on this blog previously) and kept happening after I came back. Now they have reached truly unbelievable levels. I am talking about things other than radiation and acoustic events.

I also lost about a half of my hearing during just the initial days of my stay in France. Or it could be that I lost it just before I went to France and noticed it only there. At that time, I had no voice recorders or radiation or E/M field meters. I didn’t even think about them. It is only now that I realize that there might be a possible connection.

And my hearing is going down and down. I suspect radiation or some acoustic events have something to do with it.

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You may notice a strange thing for the time value on the Geiger Counter. It was correct, earlier, I didn’t change it. It didn’t get switched off in the meanwhile. It was in a locked house.
17th to 20th August, 2019

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16th August, 2019

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10th to 15th August, 2019

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5th to 9th August, 2019

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4th August, 2019

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1st to 3rd August, 2019

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31th July, 2019

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30th July, 2019

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29th July, 2019

Today, it really started going up when I wan preparing to sleep. When it is high, I can’t sleep. I have a class tomorrow, the first one of this semester. When I wake up the next day, I have hoarse voice. This I often have whenever the radiation is high. Sometimes it goes back to normal, so it doesn’t seem like a permanent medical problem so far. But given that I am a teacher, this matters. Most of my talking is on the job. Hardly any otherwise.

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28th July, 2019

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24th July, 2019

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